haircut

I was born into a wealthy family. My mother died giving birth to me, so there was only my father, brother and me. Later on, they both died as well. Tragic, isn't it? So therefore, it's just me. I now live in the house by myself, and I gotta admit it's pretty neat. I live in a rather small, quiet town. I got a good life. I don't lack in anything, and I'm generally a happy person.
But if I had to name one thing that nags me? Well, your unfaithful nature. You're my boyfriend, you know. You shouldn't be looking at other women like that, and you should especially not act so friendly around them. Why don't you ever come home? You always stay somewhere else. I wonder where you sleep at night? Is it with one of your other lovers? That's unfortunate. Especially when you have someone like me.

I saw you in town today. You looked handsome as always; blonde hair with bangs gently falling a bit over your eyes. Did you recently get a haircut, or am I imagining things? It seemed shorter than the last time I saw you. You were happily talking to a pretty woman. I recognized her from other times I had been watching you from afar. Is she your favorite? I stood there for a small moment, and then sighed. You turned your gaze towards me, and I froze. But you looked right through me, searching for something or someone else. I felt a stab at my heart. I was invisible to you, wasn't I? So I turned and left.
Once I was home, I went to the bathroom to wash my face with a splash of cold water. I needed to wake up and  start collecting the pieces. I started to ponder, while looking at my own reflection in the mirror on the wall. Well, maybe I wasn't your type. That girl you talked to, she was your type, right? She had short hair, I remember...  So you like girls with short hair? I tilted my head, looking at my shoulderlength hair before grasping it and holding it back in a ponytail.

Well, time to make an appointment with my hairdresser...
 

Author note: Hahaha, yea so that's the beginning o(-<
IDK where this will go, to be honest. But I'll be pretty lazy with everything, ok?
Since otherwise there's no hope for me to update, lmao.