shi san ; heaven and hell
As a child, I probably spent majority of my time peering into the misty depths of my future, and after when I died. I thought if the world would go on, and how long it would. I thought of whether or not I would be bored, lying in a grave all alone. I thought of how long it would be until my friends and family joined me in death, so that I wouldn't be a loner any more. I thought of how desperate some people were to die, and yet what if they end up in Hell? Wouldn't that suicide be useless then? Forced to spend the rest of their dead lives doing something they thought was worse than living?
At nights when I'm an insomniac, I slowly unlock the door and peer outside, blinded by the magic of the stars. Then I would point to each one and say, "You're a million light years away, did you die yet?" No response, just the rough, black sky twinkling with itty-bitty lights, placing the magic to believe into my childhood mind.
//+ well that got off topic.. ahah i didn't include the Heaven part.... D:
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