Final

 

 

She rubs her arms as the cold wind waltzed into the room. The view is beautiful: Autumn She smiles as she looks at the trees without leaves and right then and there, her mind starts to wonder. Her first love. She thinks about him and her smile disappears and tears fill her eyes.

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Heart Fluttering

She took advantage of every moment she had to take a look at him. His face was just so appealing to the eye. How can one person be so beautiful? 

My heart fluttered when I first saw you. I was happy for the first time in a long time. I was excited to start a new day, a new chapter in my life. I knew I was stepping onto dangerous territory but I ignored my logic and followed my heart. 

Happy

Her heart pounded and pounded as he asked that simple question.

"Will you be my girlfriend?" It was finally sunny in my dark life. I went to sleep happy and I woke up happy. Knowing I would wake up and be able to see your face... I couldn't be happier. 

 

Heartbreaking

When you said those three words to me: "Let's break up", my whole entire world shattered. Those three heartbreaking words you uttered to me... killed my spirit.
I know our love wasn't like any other type of love. It was special. But, why did you leave? You left with no proper explanation. You promised to never leave me. You sounded so convincing. But your actions didn't come through with your words. You broke your promise.

Longing

You were a special and precious person to me. I long for you more and more everyday. I try to forget you but when I close my eyes, I see you, when I cover my ears, I hear you. It's only you in my heart.
I reverie about us being together. About us being in utopia. But, that is only a dream. This loneliness is eating me from the inside out. I'm going crazy, without you, I can't do anything. To me, it's only you. But in the end, you walked away. Leaving me to this dark world I despise.

Foolish

I feel foolish for actually believing somebody could love me. This all feels like a blur. Like it didn't happen, but my heart is evidence that it did.

I knew this was too good to be true. I knew I shouldn't have fallen for you but I did. My mind kept telling me not to love you but I followed my heart, which led to all this pain. It was all a big mistake. But, I still find myself asking...

Why can't we love again?

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Just how the trees don't have their leaves, she doesn't have her love. The sad part is her love isn't coming back next spring. 

 

 

 

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-TaquitosNOMNOM 11/13/13