Probably Not

Description

It was sad, really.

So heart breakingly sad. But no matter how much you want to look away you just can’t. In that sadness, sometimes I would feel a new strength. I would say to myself ‘okay, today’s the day. the day that I’ll start a new’

And then I take one look at you and how you’re everything just makes my resolution crumbles into nothingness. Sometimes I hate how you make me feel, a blubbering idiotic teenage mess. And in my teen my mind sometimes I wonder, do I love you?

I know really, that I don’t. I don’t love you, but just the idea of you. I only see you for your attractiveness and nothing else.

But if its like this, and I know its only like this, then why can’t I run away?

Foreword

Hi my name's Wendy and this is how I broke my own heart.