What's my name again?

The way he turns around with a smile every time I call his name, his laugh, those are the things that kept me doing what I'm doing and mostly gave me courage to talk to him first, so that I can call out his name when we meet and see him smiling at me. His smile is the best thing in the world.

 

 

 

well those days ended, not because he hates me now or anything, things happened but mainly because I left and transferred to another school, where I can learn much more about what I love doing. I only like him as a friend, he's amazing, till recently.

 

 

 

 

I realized that I actually fell for this person and it's a bad thing. My friend has been in love with him for a while now and me? Well, let's say we did not really know each other till the day my friend told him who I really was.

 

 

 

confusing, our only form of communication was through the internet, there was a time where we talked the whole day and it was not boring at all, I felt as if we were really friends.

 

 

 

Unlike those other people who I talk to through the internet, who ignores me once they knew who I am, but him, we continued to talk to each other. Which is probably the reason why I liked him in the first place?

 

 

 

Well it all started when my friend, Regie, wanted me to talk to him, of course through a website called memyselfandyou.com like who came up with that name. But people love it anyways.

 

 

 

Regie asked me if I could talk to him so that I could get some answers for some kind of homework, because I'm such a good friend I did it, and he did not even hesitate to give the answers.

 

 

 

They were friends like— why wouldn't she just ask him herself? When they talk in person, laugh and joke around; she did not have the guts to ask him. Why-

 

 

 

Well it just ended with stuff with me calling this guy Hamster because I think he kind of look like one, but it seems like I'm the only one who thinks that. Also basically he doesn't know who I am.

 

 

 

He knows my name but he doesn't know me because I normally don't put my picture on the internet and have some random people seen it like that would be creepy.

 

 

 

 

——

 

 

 

 

I sat in front of my computer, like I always did, me and my boring internet life, I have a fandom blog and i do believe I'm doing quite well, judging from my readers, there's a lot. Though, my blogs are full of hamsters, my header my picture and background even my url! also I usually edit my idol's head to a hamster body, just because. I love reading books, Especially those taht was made into a movie, that's my fandom.

 

 

 

 

 

I was way beyond bored that night to which why I randomly went to memyselfandyou.com, I sent messages to my friends, bothering all of them probably and then sent him a message containing 'HAMSTER!!!!!!' he did not reply immediately but then he did say hi after a few minutes, as a person who also loves video games like how I love books, and him, a guy, a GAMER, that was the only topic we talked about the whole night. Not basically the whole night but until 12 am.

 

 

 

 

 

the morning came and as usual I was late, it was just a day full of activities in school but still i chose to be present, probably because I wanted to talk to my friend about it, but then is that really the reason why?