Blow Me One Last Kiss

Disclaimer: I do not own Naruto...SADLY...

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White knuckles and sweaty palms from hanging on too tight
Clenched shut jaw, I've got another headache again tonight
Eyes on fire, eyes on fire, and they burn from all the tears
I've been crying, I've been crying, I've been dying over you
Tie a knot in the rope, tryin' to hold, tryin' to hold,
But there's nothing to grasp so I let go

I wish I never signed onto Facebook that night. I wish I didn't see what I did. And I wish I wasn't so in love with Uzumaki Naruto. I had a routine, I'd go to school, go to dance, do homework, chill on Facebook, then hit the hay for the night. The day was pretty good, until now at least. Why you ask? Well because I went to "creep" on Naruto like always, and, and it said he was in a relationship with Sakura Haruno. WAIT WHAT?

That has to be fake, a joke. It can't be real. But it is, its Facebook official. The love of my life, my BEST FRIEND Uzumaki Naruto, is finally with the girl he's always had a crush on. But I thought Sakura liked Sasuke.

It hurts.

I think I've finally had enough, I think I maybe think too much
I think this might be it for us (blow me one last kiss)
You think I'm just too serious, I think you're full of shit
My head is spinning so (blow me one last kiss)

School was awkward the next day to say the least. I was at my locker talking to Naruto like always because we were best friends so my locker was right next to his. It was going fine, despite me wanting to nearly break down at the sight of him, until his girlfriend Sakura came up to Naruto. And as usual, Naruto forgot I existed to go play tonsil hockey with Sakura.

It was unbearable. I quickly walked away. I couldn't stand to see him with her. I just wanted to cry.

Just when it can't get worse, I've had a shit day (NO!)
Have you had a shit day? (NO!), we've had a shit day (NO!)
I think that life's too short for this, I want back my ignorance and bliss
I think I've had enough of this, blow me one last kiss.

My whole week has been miserable. Absolutely miserable. I'm loosing my best friend to his girlfriend, and my other friends are worried about my mental health right now. I've been telling them I'm just fine, but, I'm really not.

I won't miss all of the fighting that we always did,
Take it in, I mean what I say when I say there is nothing left
No more sick whiskey dick, no more battles for me
You'll be calling a trick, 'cause you'll no longer sleep
I'll dress nice, I'll look good, I'll go dancing alone
I will laugh, I'll get drunk, I'll take somebody home

Naruto and Sakura fought again. Naruto had shown up on my doorstep absolutely lost, and it was raining, so I let him in. We went up to my room, and I gave him a pair of Neji's cloths to wear for the time being while I go dry his wet ones.

I didn't ask what happened, I wouldn't be able to take it. It was already painful enough, so I just hugged him to my stomach, his head just coming under my chest because he was sitting on my bed and I was standing.

I told him it would be okay, and that I'm sure they both didn't mean the things that were said. He just nodded and told me I was the greatest best friend ever.

I wanted to die.

I think I've finally had enough, I think I maybe think too much
I think this might be it for us (blow me one last kiss)
You think I'm just too serious, I think you're full of shit
My head is spinning so (blow me one last kiss)

It was homecoming night, and Sakura wound up in our group because she was Naruto's girlfriend. She looked absolutely breath taking. I felt like a troll compared to her. She was the total opposite of me. Vibrant pink hair, beautiful green eyes, and a confident attitude. I was none of those things.

Sasuke seemed to be fine with going with me. He is like my brother, and he would rather not go with a fan girl, so he said he'd like to accompany me. I'm the only girl who doesn't fawn over him, that's why I'm acceptable.

Just when it can't get worse, I've had a shit day (No!)
Have you had a shit day? (No!), we've had a shit day (No!)
I think that life's too short for this, I want back my ignorance and bliss
I think I've had enough of this, blow me one last kiss.

Sasuke didn't like dancing, and that was okay because neither did I, so we basicaly talked the whole night. He likes Sakura, I knew it. He denies it, but the anger he feels towards Naruto, and the longing glance he keeps throwing at the two, he does.

I've had to watch them grind all night. I wish I was Sakura right now.

Blow me one last kiss
Blow me one last kiss

Shes lucky.

I will do what I please, anything that I want
I will breathe, I will breathe, I won't worry at all
You will pay for your sins, you'll be sorry my dear
All the lies, all the why's, will all be crystal clear

I really need to stop this self loathing thing. There are plenty of other fish in the sea, right?

I think I've finally had enough, I think I maybe think too much
I think this might be it for us (blow me one last kiss)
You think I'm just too serious, I think you're full of shit
My head is spinning so (blow me one last kiss)

I was crying. I remember that. I was mad, mad because I had overheard a conversation between Sakura and some unknown person on the phone.

She was using Naruto. She was using him to get Sasuke jealous. I hate her. She can get any guy she wanted, and she gets the guy I've always loved, and she doesn't even fucking love him.

I was speeding, it started to rain. I remember bright lights, then nothing.

BAM!

Just when it can't get worse, I've had a shit day (No!)
Have you had a shit day? (No!), we've had a shit day (No!)
I think that life's too short for this, I want back my ignorance and bliss
I think I've had enough of this, blow me one last kiss.

"H-Hinata! Hinata! please, please be ok. I- I can't loose you." Naruto said in tears as he sat in the waiting room accompanied by Sasuke and Sakura, as well as her cousin Neji and Father Hiashi.

Sakura wasn't even comforting Naruto, she was soothing Sasuke.

The Bitch.

Na na na na - da da da da
Na na na na - da da da da
Na na na na - da da da da

My whole body hurts. I can't move my arms, my eyes won't open no matter how much I want them too, and its dark.

Where am I?

Am I dead?

Blow me one last kiss.

"Hinata, if you can hear me, please, please wake up. I can't loose you, I don't know what I'd do without you. I I'm so sorry for the hurt I've caused you. Sakura told me her true intentions. She also told me that you...you've loved me since Kindergarten. Hinata-chan...why didn't you tell me?" Naruto spoke softly as his hand held hers, thumb caressing and brushing the top of her hand repeatedly.

How could he have been so stupid?

Na na na na - da da da da
Na na na na - da da da da
Na na na na - da da da da

N-Naruto-kun? Is that you? I hear a voice, but I can't reach it. Is that Naruto?

Blow me one last kiss.

"Please, please Hinata-chan, WAKE UP!" Naruto kept saying it as the tears rolled down his cheek. He really was an oblivious idiot.

Just when it can't get worse, I've had a shit day (No!)
Have you had a shit day? (No!), we've had a shit day (No!)

I have to get up. But, I'm sorry Naruto. I, I can't get up. I'm so tired, so very tired. I just want to sleep.

I think that life's too short for this, I want back my ignorance and bliss

I love you Naruto-kun. I'll wait for you.

I think I've had enough of this

flat line.

blow me one last kiss

Be strong, my Naruto-kun.

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An old man lay in his bed in the village of Konoha, alone, just like he always had, ever since that day. The day his sweet little Hime passed away. He was an old man, well into his 80's. Friends have all passed on, family as well, and he seemed to be the only one left of the Rookie nine.

He was tired. He'd been super tired lately, and very rarely left the house anymore. He finally closed his eyes. Drifting into sleep, an eternal rest.

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"Welcome, my love." Hinata said with wide open arms as she gazed down upon the young blonde haired boy at the gates of heaven. He was smiling up at her, with tears in his eyes. His hime was here. He could finally be with her.

He slowly walked up the steps, and into her receiving arms, holding him tight. He put his hand under her chin, slowly moving closer to her lips. This was something he should have done long, long ago.

Her lips felt so smooth against his. She tasted so sweet, and he loved it. Things were finally as they should be.

He had his hime, for eternity.

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