Final

I get bullies at school. It's like they're part of my daily life.

Dealing with them without blowing up. I'm awesome aren't I?

No.

Some boys stalk me until they even know details of my car which I myself don't even know.

Or some girls  even threaten to kill me if I get near to their so called boyfriends.

Let me tell you something;

I am honestly one of those attention-seeker,

just like those who wanted attention from people,

I want that attention too, I need that to be exact. 

Yet I'm different, I don't make it obvious.

I will act like I don't care and just live my own life when deep down, I truthfully wanted them to care and be with me.

Sometimes I wish I can be one of the bitches at school,

but I don't have those flawless face and perfect curves; heck, I barely even have the money to be one.

Realization hurts, doesn't it?

 

Hi, I'm Chellou and I'm a normal girl.

Maybe until forever I'll just be a normal girl.

That girl who receives painful words;

That girl who is always wrong;

Do you happen to know her story? Or maybe know her?

 

Let me tell you, 

 

 

that girl

 

is

 

ME.